Looking for my tribe (Great Falls)

I often feel I don't belong like everyone has someone and then here I am too much yet not enough 🤫🧐🤨😒 Well O fn well !!! Wrong!!! You better care because everyone is watching God is watching so watch out !! God 🙏👑 Don't worry GOD I praise and adore you !!Worshiping you now.
Right now!! For all eternity or else??? All the pressure in society! I just want to live somewhere the water is not florid and chlorine and I can have a garden goats and ducks etc.
I don't belong in society and I don't agree with the way things are done from what we call food to the shape of the modern home .
I'm looking for some land to buy please help ?? In the mountains by a creek and or a pond ? I can't live in town please if you know anyone who has a place like this or if you do please contact me 🙃